Before I was a Mom…….

Before I was a mom,
Never tripped over toys or never start singing sleeping songs or forget the words..
Never worry about whether or not my plants are poisonous….
Never thought about vaccines and immunisations…
Never pooped on, never peed on, never chewed on…..
I had complete control of myself, my emotions, my thoughts….
I slept for 8-10 hours every night … Never held down a screaming child so the doctor or midwife or health visitor can do the test or give a shot….
Never looked into teary eyes and cried….
Never sat up late hours at night and watch a baby sleeping…
Never held a sleeping baby just because I didn’t want to put him down….
Never felt like my heart is in a million pieces when I couldn’t stop his hurt…..
Never knew such a small person can affect my life so much…
Never knew I can love someone more than myself…
Never knew I would love being a Mom…
Before I was a mom, I didn’t know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body…

Happy 1st Mothers day to me… 🤱🏻💙

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